Thursday, October 4, 2007

Life Changing Events, Part II

Well, to say things are awkward is an understatement. My home is not large enough for us to coexist without having to be around each other. I try to find reasons to not be home. Since I'm not in a band any more, that really only leaves work and who wants to stay at work longer than they have to? I should reconnect with some of my friends and get back to some of the other hobbies I once had. It's time to be "alive" again.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Life Changing Events, Part I

After several months of struggling with my feelings, I finally asked my wife for a divorce last night. It was the absolute most difficult thing I've ever done. But the fact is, while I care for her very much, I am not "in love" with her anymore. It is not fair to either of us to stay in this relationship; she deserves the chance to find the right person for her (as do I). As long as she's married to me, that can never happen.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Well, That Went Well

So, I was at rehearsal last Sunday and I, by my own admission, got my shorts in a bunch over some trivial bullshit and walked out. I should've been a bit more of an adult but I was (and have been) fed up with the entire band thing for months now. It's almost like I've been looking for a reason to quit. I guess I'd finally found one (and the balls to follow through and actually "quit").